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(no subject) [Jan. 6th, 2011|09:44 pm]
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Dear journal,

school has been sucky for me, not just the people, the lecturer, the modules but simply the distance for me to travel. i hate to drag myself up every morning and get my ass off bed just to prepare for the 3hours of lecture.met new friends, met familiar faces as well, and yeah they are just simply the reason why im now in school for.i seriously need more motivation and i need a car and licenseas soon as possible.

just 2 days back, evon and i went jb after my class for some "shopping" session, as mentioned, singapore is a damn boring place, and now i am going to attack another country, making sure that i am able to find things to do for the day. :)
i dragged evon to "neway" (the kbox in malaysia) because there was a guy tailing from the custom all the way to citysquare, and that was scary, you will never know what he'll do to the 2 of us. so, decided to settle our lunch there as well.

    

Food and 3hours of singing session cost less than 10bucks sin each, it was cheap and i should say, it was fantastic because, the room was big enough for 7 people inside, even though some food tasted like shit, it was worthwhile. if you have no idea how you will spend ur afternoon, no harm crossing over to this shopping centre.
 
& i love you so.
 
dinner was settled there as well, i didnt get to eat my a&w because we would need to cab over to some town for it, thus we had KFC. food wasnt as great as thought, chicken was salty and wedges were just too little for us.
took a long bus ride home, slept through our journey back because we were god damn exhausted. i love you i love you i love you, evon darling :)

 

i like this messy hair of mine. :)

cant wait for my hair to grow even longer, i miss my super long hair and i sweared i regretted chopping them off.
spent my afternoon at mayhui's place yesterday, i was super tired, so i join her on bed to sleep through the afternoon after lunch. met michelle baby; and we headed for dinner, manicure and mini shopping at bugis. :)
 

mich and i both painted the same colour because the zebra and leopard's shop has no other appealing colour for us. the china ladies were funny asses and laughed our asses off. there were four workers there, two of them were wearing zebra and leopard print tee individually, the other was on the phone throughout and the other one was so stressed up as she painted my nail. the shop, full of funny people inside. mich and i couldnt helped it but to laugh at them. (im sorry for that)
 

saw this christmas stitch on our way to the toilet, we both were trying to take a picture together with the stitch by ourselves and obviously it was a failed attempt. by chance, mich's classmate happened to be there, thus we got him to take a picture for us. :)

i love you michelle baby too, even though our meet-up were usually at work. i cant wait to work with you as well as our next shopping trip in malaysia. i know things have been bad for you, i hope you know that i am always here for you even though we dont meet up often. you should know i am always a call away for you. :) 

headed home to wash up and met kai to study. we both lasted for about an hour and were both feeling tired. business math has been a killer for me. i love math and i really want to do well for this module. i am so going to recall back my memories from the past 4 years of what my secondary school teacher taught. cant afford to fail my favourite module.
got 2 mini presents from him, a ear piece holder from hongkong and a mini ash-tray. he got me the mini ash-tray was to throw my butts when i'm in school because he dont want me to get fine for another time. HAHA.
 

this is so cute right?
 
i fell today outside school on my way to class and it was so embarrassing. :( my knee started bleeding halfway through lecture, and i got panicked because it was so damn painful, i could hardly bend my knee, and it got worst; because it was swollen afterwhich. cab to a clinic after lesson and realized i fell on the wrong side, my dislocated knee was affected, and the reason why it got swollen because my knee shifted, FML seriously! and now, i've got to go for monthly checkup in the hospital, and i hate it ttm.

migraine has been worst than before, i always get headache every now and then. even migraine pills neither help me to stop the pain nor to cure this illness. and i wonder how long this is going to last me for? i hate the fact that i will get pissed off for even the smallest thing for no other reasons. i wish i wasnt alone suffering all this shit by myself, but i got to take the fact that i have to go through all the pain.
i will be going for a short trip to genting with alice;yvonne&sharon on the 15th, and i guess i have to skip 2 days of school. im excited for this trip because it'll be just another mini getaway i get to spend with my long lost friends. :)

&imissyou.
 
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(no subject) [Jan. 2nd, 2011|01:47 am]
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Dear journal,

goodbye twenty-ten.

warm welcome to TWENTY-ELEVEN;
 
 
the party dont just stop here. )
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(no subject) [Dec. 30th, 2010|02:40 pm]
Dear journal,

I just woke up from this bad nightmare; a guy whom I gave in my everything cheats on me behind my back, declaring he did nothing at all.
I can't believe this was so true that it's happening on me physically!

Last night, I went party with glenn, jingkai, gregory, jerome, jialiang, christine and mayhui. Glenn filled me in with everything he think I should know. I was disappointed, I was upset, but I still thank him for telling me although it hurts much in the end. My heart turned cold, and now I can't describe how much hate I had for him. He sucha sucker and liar, and I've always thought he will change, for me at least. But! Look, who am I to change him? Well, I know I'll never get a proper answer to this because HE will never change!

I've the urged to delete pictures taken with him from the past till now. But, I didn't do it, I don't know why.

2010 is coming to an end, within 48hrs; 2days,
I wish I can sum everything up for 2010 and start a fresh year with a happy start. I wish I have a delete button in my brain so that I can forget whatever things that is happening in 2010. I don't wish to have all these bad memories with me in a new coming year.

Hey boy; remember what I've told you before I left that day?
"You gain nothing by hurting so much girls and people who ♥ you" always remember that, because you'll only bring enemies into your life than friendship.

I pray that 2011 will be a good year, school and family.
And what's meant to be mine, will be mine. So, I'll still be dreaming for that prince charming to step in my life. :)

eventhoughihateyoumanynow,istillhopeyou'llchangeoneday
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(no subject) [Dec. 29th, 2010|04:45 pm]
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Dear journal,

Have you ever had this situation when almost the whole earth are strongly against you? Whatever you did, were all negative? Yeah, I'm having this feeling now because my heart is officially shattered.

Few days ago, my grandma accused me from stealing her money just because I happened to sleep on her bed. And by chance, she lost her key to her safe.
She told my parents I was the one stealing her money and key, but look, I was just sleeping on her bed because she asked me to.

On the very day itself, p and I had an official broke off.
Just look at the number of stabs these people have done to my heart?

&this isn't all

Received a pretty long text from my best friend, it's true that things and me aint the same as before, it's because of the different attacks which caused me to be like that. But, it doesn't mean I don't ♥ them anymore, my best friends are the only one that I thought I could rely on, and not those people whom I've met recently or so. Bestie: I hope u're reading this because no matter how far we go, you guys will always be my bestfriend.
It's really hurting when my status as a bestfriend is going to drop to a normalfriend. And it's even hurting when no one wants to listen to my explanation anymore.

I'm sorry

And as I'm writing this, my tears just can't seem to stop flowing, the people on the bus are looking at me with that "go ahead crying" looks. FML.
I'm sure there'll be people out there, either to laugh at my english, laugh at my retribution or even to add salt and pepper. I don't care anymore because after so much incidents, I'm tired. My heart just can't stand anymore nonsense already.

Goodbye. :(
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